"…We’ll spend the weekend. I mean, I’ll show you around the city, and we’ll eat well. We’ll drink good wine. We’ll make love."

:(

I don’t think she understands how much I have tried to get her too love me as much as I love her. God I wish things were like before where we would do anything and not have it be like something as simple as it’s seen now and how it’s said. I just want it to be like before when things went slow and it was gentle and you could feel the love for the other person. I hope you know I still feel the same love for you as I did the first time we did anything which was almost 3 years ago. I still get all those feelings for you. I love you so much and I just want you to know that :( I want our old lives back. let’s pause this and rewind please :( 

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